can’t exactly pinpoint this feeling 
but for fact that it’s always fleeting.
and it comes and goes at random nights
as do the people all through my life.

and who can i blame for for the things I’ve done,
and the things i’ve said,
and the choices i’ve made?

but it really isn’t just as simple as that
and sometimes i wonder why things happen the way they do 
and life turns out the way it does
but all this wondering does nothing 
and so we just go on into the terrifying unknown
with a glimmer of hope that all will be fine and everything alright
and maybe that is enough for you and i.