That you could live with the mess you made
and shun the ones who loved you before.
The night you pulled the trigger and said
“I’m done”, ran out and never called.
All I could do was take it all in,
and let go of the emotions 
I always held in.

And now that a year’s been dead and gone,
the ghost of your past still lingers on.
What can I do to make this right?
There is a battle in my heart, 
I don’t know if it’s worth 
the fight.

A war that was started between two beings
has morphed into a struggle inside me.
The night I let go of everything I had
was when I felt myself run free.
Now the pain has numbed
my soul. And I have run
out of feelings to 
show.